Rebecca you have gone so long I love you so much your always going to be my angel in the sky and me always holding you in my arms and also my sweet hand you will never feel alone darling. The first time I was born you took me swimming and then when I older about 5 you made me swimming 30 lengths back and fourth up and down you made me so tired and I used to say to you can I stop you was like no chelsea girl I need you to swimming and you taught me to swim and when I was learning at school when you died I came first in the race I wouldn't of done it with out my angel I love u so much I wish I could hold go back to that memory where you came in the pool with me and I made you proud when I told you I can now swim and I was wondering what it would be like if I knew I made you proud and letting you take my hand one more time I am so glad I had you beside me aunt Rebecca I wish you was still here to day so I can talk to you about all my problems and I knew you listen to me when I got told you died I stopped swimming with the school I hardly went swimming over your house because I knew it wouldn't be the same with out you hold my waist and throwing me in the air and I made you happy that I told you I can swim longer I made it down the deep end I know that you couldn't see me swim but I knew you hear me say yes I made it down the deep end because that was my fear because I felt like I can't swim down that end but you gave me courage to do it as you said there is no such word of can't to do it now I can I just want to say thank you aunt Rebecca for making me swim and being the person I am today I know your gone but all these memories I have will always be in my heart and always be in mind I will never forget you angel I just want to say chelsea girl loves you and that she will always be with her holding hands and never say goodbye because goodbye means for ever and I am not saying good bye I am saying is see you soon my beautiful because I love you and ember when we said we love each other in infinity and beyond that's us we will never break apart keep safe my darling chelsea loves you I hope you can read this when now your in heaven darling xxxxxxxx