Rebecca 5 years that you have gone it is so hard to say that your gone but I know that your gone from my heart because that I know you are still holding my hand and now your holding my hand I feel like you still with me even when I feel low your always with me I miss u like crazy darling and saying that when I am older you want to see me at prom and seeing how well I do at secondary school I am sorry if I let u down with my grades and that I may not pass them first time I am so sorry I just want to say I love u so much your my angel I know u might not be here but I know that u are looking down on me hoping that your proud of me I wish I can hold your hand one more time I love u xxxxx